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04:50 Jun 29 2009
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I have a coin collection for sale on eBay. If you're interested please feel free to take a look.



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It's 21 silver coins including 3 Morgan Dollars and 3 US Silver Eagles. The Red Book value is around $190 but I'm selling it for $159.99 or "Best Offer". Free shipping too :)

02:22 Jun 29 2009
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My thoughts on www.michaeljackson.com



"I'll always miss you.

As a medical professional, a person with chronic pain and life long fan all I can say is I will miss you. It's easy to forget how simple actions can cause such great tragedy especially when there is a legitimate problem. I can only hope that this will serves as a message to others to be careful and watch out. Your family, children, friends and fans will be in my prayers. I pray God the Father is holding you now Michael, you deserve peace."

07:04 Jun 28 2009
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Honestly, am I hypocritical, even at time? Any examples?

22:59 Jun 27 2009
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Erg! I just want to be left alone people! Stop calling, coming over, whining about problems and so on.



I'd like to just have a nice PEACEFUL weekend, deal with my own issues privately and not deal with anyone else's.



And now, my pizza :D

01:36 Jun 27 2009
Times Read: 940

I am so tired and sick of seeing nasty jokes and comments about Michael Jackson. It's one thing to be a jerk when someone's alive it's quite another to be one when they're dead.



He was a lovely, gentle and brilliant man. Never convicted and more evidence to his innocence than not.



Heck I've been accused of being a Nazi but that doesn't make me one now does it?



RIP Michael. You may not have had a father in this life nor a very happy life but now you're with your real Father (God) now.

03:27 Jun 26 2009
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I still can't seem to wrap my head around what happened today. If only we could turn the clock back 5 or 6 hours.

05:43 Jun 24 2009
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Yay! We broke a new heat record *rolls eyes*



PUBLIC INFORMATION STATEMENT

NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE NASHVILLE TN

224 AM CDT MON JUN 22 2009



...WARMEST MINIMUM TEMPERATURE RECORD SET...



THE LOW FOR JUNE 21ST 2009 WAS 79 DEGREES BREAKING THE CALENDAR

DAY RECORD FOR THE WARMEST MINIMUM TEMPERATURE SET PRIVOUSLY IN

1914 WHEN THE LOW WAS 78 DEGREES.

06:52 Jun 23 2009
Times Read: 975

I just finish my "homework" for therapy tomorrow and if I didn't know any better I'd think I was a wee bit schizo lol.



I'm hoping I'll be able to actually talk and get into some things. During my first session it was more "hey how are ya" and she did most of the talking. Of course I expected that but now I'm ready to actually do something so I'm not wasting my time with therapy, case managers, being "told" what to do by the State etc.



I go to the doctor(s) 1-3 times a month and I'll be going to therapy twice a month. As of today (and I didn't know this when I signed up for all this crap) my case manager will be coming to the apartment twice a month as well to "check up" on me. So that's what 5-6 "official" thingies a month?



I'm depressed, not homicidal. Oh well, it's only week 3 of all this so of course I'll give it more time. At least I have a good motivation for keeping things extra clean at home haha.



Since I got that nice little check today I'll head out early tomorrow and visit a few pawn shops to see if I can't get some silver dollars on the cheap. I already got one for base value which made me happy.



One last thing. As of today, I still haven't had any major health episodes since my last visit to the ER, 2 1/2 weeks ago. That makes me uber happy.

07:25 Jun 20 2009
Times Read: 993

Well I will be preforming my first marriage of the season tomorrow and rather looking forward to it.



I greatly enjoy doing marriages, baptisms and consecrations. It really helps lift one's spirit during difficult times and it's rewarding to know that you're in the service of God.



On an unrelated note, where'd all my readers and chronic commenters go? I miss you peoples! Surely I haven't gotten that boring haha.

20:17 Jun 19 2009
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Silly goldfellow.com, tried to short change me! Nothing that a short phone call didn't solve, got an extra 20% :)



Over-all I really would rate them an 8 (out of 10), so not bad.

07:48 Jun 19 2009
Times Read: 1,027

Any one wanna sponsor me to help me move to another/your country? lol I can't deal with the US anymore :)

22:50 Jun 17 2009
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If IC Gerald Walpin was fired for being "Confused, Disoriented [Engaged in] "Inappropriate Conduct" then I would imagine that Joe Biden should start looking for a new job as well.



This is just one more example of the amateurish behaviour of this administration and follows Soviet style political tactics by labeling someone who disagrees as a mental case.



I hope everyone is getting ready to have a community bonfire of the Constitution, Declaration of Independence, the flag, your income and your individuality.

02:06 Jun 17 2009
Times Read: 1,053

Ok so heres what happened to my car and the ending you can blame on my friend Mike.



So the warning light wasn't working and the oil pump went out. Because of that the car blew a rod. See that's what happens when you don't have enough lube, you get rods blowing prematurely and nobody wants that. ;)

lmao



Oh well I wanted a new car anyway, just got to wait another month.

05:12 Jun 16 2009
Times Read: 1,074

Have I ever said how much carpel tunnel sucks? lol Well it does! Not to mention the fact that it's in my left hand...being that I'm left handed.



As part of my attempt to gain weight I've noticed the past week I have eaten each day:



2 Cups of chocolate milk (440cal)

3-4 1oz sausage's (210-280cal)

1 Grilled sandwich (175cal)

1 Nachos w cheese (300cal)

Around 6 cookies w milk (420cal)



Plus the other things I eat a day which usually doesn't exceed 600 cal.

So from 600cal a day I am now eating approx. 2,045cal per day. That means that I am gaining around 1/3-1/2 lb a day! :D

05:31 Jun 14 2009
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*cries* I just got hit on by a giant man-boob thing!!!



And I'm not talking about a guy saying "You're hot" either. That's fine, but seriously people think that telling me they want to *uck me is going to impress or attract me?



Sorry but yeah I AM out of your league :)

06:42 Jun 12 2009
Times Read: 1,123

A: "Abortion rights are very, very important. Both to individuals and society in general."



X: "Yeah they are, like the right to abort the mother!"



A: "I can abort my mother?"



X: "You sure can."



A: "Where can I have this done?"



X: "Just swing by my apartment with $1,000 in unmarked bills, no questions asked, no paperwork and it's covered by Medicare."



Sometimes I love myself :)

05:31 Jun 12 2009
Times Read: 1,127


My Heart's In The Highlands







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My heart's in the Highlands, my heart is not here,

My heart's in the Highlands a-chasing the deer -

A-chasing the wild deer, and following the roe;

My heart's in the Highlands, wherever I go.

Farewell to the Highlands, farewell to the North

The birth place of Valour, the country of Worth;

Wherever I wander, wherever I rove,

The hills of the Highlands for ever I love.



Farewell to the mountains high cover'd with snow;

Farewell to the straths and green valleys below;

Farewell to the forrests and wild-hanging woods;

Farwell to the torrents and loud-pouring floods.



My heart's in the Highlands, my heart is not here,

My heart's in the Highlands a-chasing the deer

Chasing the wild deer, and following the roe;

My heart's in the Highlands, whereever I go.



Robert Burns

01:42 Jun 10 2009
Times Read: 1,179

I'm in the mood to answer science related questions. Any takers?

08:57 Jun 09 2009
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The Lia Fáil on Tara Hill.

This is traditionally the place where the High Kings of Ireland were installed. Included in this group were Cairbre Riada and the Uí Néill 254AD-405AD. My earliest known European ancestors.



According to legend the stone would shout out the name of the true king when he placed his foot on it.



A similar legend follows into the Kingdom of Dalriada







This footprint in Dunadd was where the traditional kings were determined.







Known "Firsts":



1. Tefnakht I Pharaoh 732–725 BC the Lybian Prince of Sais.



2. 254-273 Cairbre Riada established his Kingdom in Ireland.



3. In 502 AD Fergus with Lorn and Angus lead a great invasion of the land of Dalriada, becoming the region called Argyll including the islands of Islay. Fergus Mor was the first King of Scottish Dal Riata c.500-501 AD.



4. Kenneth I mac Alpin 841-859, Kingdom of Alba.



5. Duncan I the Gracious 1034-1040, Kingdom of Scotland.



6. Anne, 6 February 1665 – 1 August 1714 became Queen of England, Scotland and Ireland on 8 March 1702.



7. The first of my family in the US came to America in the mid 1740's.



Between 1040 and 1665 my direct family fell out of real power during the several wars between England and Scotland. For the most part after 1400 my direct family served not as royals but teachers, diplomats, priests etc. Queen Anne is however, the first member of my family (by blood but not personally direct) to rule over England. This of course does mean that I'm related to Queen Elizabeth II but not by much.



All of this is coming from my fathers side. The general history following on my mother side is much more heavily involved in Europe as a whole and goes back to the The Ertebølle culture (ca 5300 BC-3950 BC) aka modern Denmark. Of course beyond 500BC it's nearly impossible to get much detailed information so I switch from names and written evidence to genetics.

21:20 Jun 08 2009
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This is the funniest thing I've ever read in a medical report and it just so happens to be mine.



"The third duodenum is compressed by the SMA, probably due to the patients small size small size." lol



I guess I'm not fat if they have to say I'm skinny twice! haha



Then again let's just hope I don't have SMA Syndrome *gets worried look* Of course the number one thing to prevent/reverse SMA Syn. is weight gain, damnation! lol

01:05 Jun 06 2009
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I suppose I'll start with the sorta good news. I spent most of yesterday in the ER, hooked up to machines, tubes in me and all that fun stuff. After dealing with my various GI issues and once again going several days without eating and having a fever I simply couldn't wait any longer.



They gave me a blood and urine test as well as abdominal CT with contrast. Other than being obviously dehydrated (for which I got a loverly bag of saline pumped into my little arm) they said the blood work and CT came back perfectly normal. Now, on one hand it's good news because it means I don't have an infection, blockage, intestinal wall thickening or other possibly fatal or "ugly" condition. However, it still doesn't help whats going on. Some how I am going to have to have a colonoscopy (like a serious must have) to make sure there isn't something else going on that a CT would not pick up.



I do feel better today although I've lost 7lbs putting me back at 121lbs and I'm still pretty darn weak.



I went to the pain dr today who also concurred that I needed the colonoscopy and said I needed to check up with my PCP (which thanks to the only person who's helped with things like this I'll be able to see this Monday). I got my regular pain meds but they also gave me some sample meds for my migraines which is the only decent thing this doctor has done in the 2 years I've been going to him.



This concludes the sorta good news portion.



Several days ago my car broke down and at first it looked as though all it needed was a new oil pump. Today I find out that actually because of the failed pump the motor bent a rod and the cost to fix it would be around $1900...more than the current value of the car. So now I have no means of transportation other than whenever my brother is able to take me to one place or another. There is no telling when I'll be able to get a 'new' car.



The other bad news is the fact that I need a colonoscopy. Not just because it isn't the most fun of tests but because well I have no means of getting one. I spoke with my lawyer the other day and said it could be another 18 months from this month before I know the outcome of my disability claim.



One actual good thing is the fact that I'll be able to get free counseling and free general medical care as in migraines, colds etc because of a local programme.



And now I'm just getting pissed. I think I'll stop using this portion of my journal. I'm tired of talking, tired of having strangers come up and think that I want to spend hours and days dealing with their trivial issues ("my boyfriend doesn't love me" "I think I have cancer because my poo looked funny" etc) and I'm also tired of g*d's f*k ups calling me a liar. Oh, and I'm also tired of being an open book. VR has been the only place I've tried to be open in this way and almost zero good has come about from it.



So bye bye X-Man Section, at least as it's currently used.



One last thing. The "Whale Wars"/ "Sea Shepard" folks are the epitome of waisted human life. They are the most armature, self-righteous morons on Earth and their actions have probably done more harm to ecosystem than good. I HATE environmentalists who think a persons life is worth loosing to save any single animal and those who think they are above the law simply because "we must save the Earth from humanity". Dumb shits.

05:04 Jun 01 2009
Times Read: 962

I totally f*d my back up. Here is how....



"Once upon a time I was a very active person, track and field, soccer, baseball, basketball, hiking and mountain climbing. I was built for speed and the outdoors. Then one day I got sick and for over a year I did not, no could not run, because of the physical difficulties and because my doctors tell me that large amounts of exercise like running increases my chances of heart failure aka sudden cardiac death and over time will make joint pain etc worse. Well after such a long time of being like some old fragile person I decided to take a walk which turned out to be not a walk. The night was wonderful, cool, clear skies, a nice breeze and I was feeling great so I thought to myself 'How about a little jog?' Instead of a simple jog it turned into a sprint, 1/5 mile in 50 seconds (which could translate into a 4:10 minute mile..which was broken in 1931, world record is 3:43min *Records started in 1865*). After collapsing and around a 30 minute break I was feeling alright and rather proud of my 128lb self who hadn't ran in over a year.



I woke up this morning, went to church, went to lunch and now I wish I were dead :) It seems as though not only did I compress both ankles but I also completely misaligned the my lower back muscles.



The End"



So yeah, me no feel well and I have nothing to help out with the extra pain. Oh well. Perhaps I should try a mile walk before I take a hit at the record books huh? haha